oh joy oh happy day!
i have definitely decided that i am going back to the netherlands with my parents after i finish this academic year!
and i am going to hand out portfolios to dutch design companies! and i can save up for a car! and i can drive to work!
and most importantly i won't be homesick or miserable or unsure!
and in a year's or two time, i can apply to the rca or st martin's when my design skills are backed up by work experience and a lot more steadiness.
i do need a break from this country. i blame this slummy town and the ultimate boredom it churns with no end.
three months left. hooray!!!